Life is pulling in so many directions at once. I know what i could do I know what I want to do and I know what it looks like Im gonna do. also to mix it up there is what I am doing. Im not quite sure on that one but what I do know htat all of those things are differen't there are a million and one different things I want to do there are so many things that I know I have to do for a few different reasons. I have forgotted who I am. I have forgotten if I ever knew who I am. I wish I were able to pick I direction and start walking. rather yet start running in hope Ill catch up to the two years of my life I have already lost in the works so much time I have waisted so much that could have been done but wasn't so many things I have to do that so many other men my age have done already. I feel like I missed the train or I fell off it and every one went on their merry way forgetting I was not with them. the whole world is passing by and all I can do is watch in facination and confusion.